Thursday, 22 March 2012

You've got my life in the palm of your hands

I'm spending alot of money at the moment.
And I think I'm in denial of how much.
And it's not because there's thing that I want but because I'm forcing myself to be happy.
Buying and owning new things have always made me happy but it's now gotten to the point where I see something moderately nice and before I know it, I'm waiting in a queue eyeing up other thing they strategically put by the tills.
I'm sitting up to gone midnight on varies between websites, justing pilling things in to my "Buy it Now" basket... Just to take my mind of how truely unhappy I am.
I miss my boyfriend, every single minute of the day and I can only wonder why I moved back home, away from him?
I know it's childish but life is so unfair. I hate my job and where I am in my life and everything I seem to do is to make someone else happy.
I just don't know what I'm doing... I need something to happen to tell me what to do because I'm so damn scared of making a mistake.

Anyone else feel like this? Because I have never felt more alone.

Monday, 19 March 2012

Pulling my finger out.

I really hate that phrase but it's about to happen... I am officially pulling my finger out.

I have now hit the point in my life where I've got to take into account what I WANT to do with my life.

I want to write, to be given the chance and the freedom to be trusted to write about any given subject and now that they (the employer/chance giver) will be happy with it.

Seeing as blogging is free - this is my chance to really give life a bloody good go.

So, without further ado...

Hi, my name's Laura Turner. I'm 20 years old and I'm currently *suffering* a long distance relationship. I miss him like hell every day and I know he's the one.

I will write about anything, from beauty and fashion to dieting and slothing.

I really hope you enjoy my posts because from here on out, I am devoting to making my life as happy as possible.

Laura xo